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  Dedication

  To Mom and Dad

  Epigraph

  That is not dead which can eternal lie,

  And with strange aeons even death may die.

  —H. P. Lovecraft

  In the beginning, there was Chaos.

  And out of Chaos came both darkness and light.

  —The Book of Azathoth

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Part I: A Curious Affliction

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Part II: In Realms Apart

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Part I

  A Curious Affliction

  Simon Frost was very young, perhaps six, when his mother left on a pilgrimage to visit a Gaokerena tree in the mountains. Her destination was far away, on the western fringe of the Continent, near a tiny town called Splithead Creek. She planned to spend a week meditating at the foot of the tree, her consciousness entwined with its roots and branches.

  His father was opposed to the journey, unsurprisingly. There was a long argument.

  “What do you need to travel all that way for?” Simon’s father asked. “We have one of those trees here in Eidendel, right in the middle of the bloody city.”

  “But each tree has a different voice,” his mother replied.

  “Trees don’t speak.”

  “They do if you listen closely, dear.”

  “Don’t ‘dear’ me. You’re always doing this.”

  “What? Leaving you alone with the children? What a dreadful fate. Come now—Olivia is practically raising herself, and Simon is the most docile and sweet-natured boy you could ever hope for. They won’t give you any trouble. Will you, Simon?”

  She packed up her bags, humming while his father scowled at the back of her head. Her imp, a furry, orange, newt-like creature with tiny iridescent wings, buzzed around her room, gathering random objects for her—a hairbrush, a flask, a tiny silver jar. Simon watched from the doorway, biting his lower lip.

  His mother dropped a kiss onto the top of his curly-haired head and said, “Now, be good for your father. He has a very important job at the Foundation Headquarters, working for dull little men and women who aren’t nearly as smart as him, and it makes him grumpy at times. But he loves you very, very much, and he won’t bury himself in his research while I’m away. Will you, Aberdeen? He’ll tuck you in and kiss you good night—yes, every night—and you won’t even know I’m gone.”

  Simon didn’t want to be left behind. He tugged on her sleeve and pleaded for her to take him with her. But she just chuckled and told him the journey would be very dull for a child.

  “Perhaps when you’re older,” she said, “we can go together. Animists like us must cultivate a bond with nature. It’s the source of our power, after all.”

  “You don’t need a bond with nature in order to tap its energy,” his father grumbled, “no more than you need a bond with kerosene oil in order to light a lamp. You just have to know how to use it.”

  His mother rolled her eyes. “We’re not having this debate now, Ab.”

  “The children miss you when you’re gone, you know.”

  His mother didn’t reply.

  She left the next morning. Simon’s father spent the entire time muttering about her habit of talking to plants and flitting off to Spirit-knew-where. “She can’t stay put,” he said. “One of these days, mark my words, she’ll just float away on the breeze like a dandelion seed and disappear. Oh, stop sniffling. I’m not being literal. She’ll come back. She always does.”

  And she did . . . that time. She returned smiling, with a dusting of new freckles on her arms and nose, and swept Simon and his sister up in an embrace.

  “Did you bring us any presents?” Olivia asked, grinning breathlessly.

  “Of course. Don’t I always?”

  To Olivia, she gave a hand-carved bone bottle filled with a flaky gray substance.

  “Summoning ash!” Olivia squealed, clutching the bottle against her heart. “What will it bring me? Can I call a wraith?”

  “The surprise is half the fun, darling. Don’t use it on your own, though. Your father and I will supervise.”

  To Simon she gave a book. “This isn’t from my trip,” she said. “It’s a special book of my own, one I loved as a child. And now it’s yours.”

  The book was enormous and heavy and bound in a dark, creaky leather that resembled withered reptilian skin. When he ran his fingers over it, he felt tiny, hard bumps here and there. There was no title on the cover, but on the first page was a symbol drawn in ink: a disembodied, octopus-like tentacle coiled around a sphere. Beneath that, in jagged, thorny script, was the title: Elder Gods: An Introduction.

  He turned another page, to an illustration of a monstrous serpent with an eerily human face. A thread of ice ran through his blood. The creature prowled through a jungle, pulling itself along on stubby arms, its jaws clamped around the waist of a man it was in the process of swallowing. The man’s legs kicked helplessly in the air.

  The next page began, “Yig is the serpent god, also known as the Father of Serpents, and is primarily known through the legends of the Sunari folk in the pre-Foundation era. Some sects worshipped him and offered him sacrifices, while others—”

  Large hands snatched the book away from Simon. His father clutched the book, glowering at his mother, who stared back with wide, innocent eyes. “What?” she said.

  “Do you really think this is an appropriate gift for a six-year-old boy?”

  “I was six when I first read it,” she said. “I adored it. It’s a bit ghoulish, I suppose, but who doesn’t love a shiver on a moonlit night?”

  Scowling, his father leafed through the book. “Look at this. Human sacrifice? People turning to stone?” He snapped the book shut. “He already has bad dreams. But that’s not even the issue.” His voice lowered. “We’ve talked about this before.”

  She gave a delicate sigh and averted her eyes. “All right. I suppose I’ll wait until he’s a bit older.” She ruffled Simon’s hair. “I’ll find you another present.”

  When Simon was ten years old—shortly after what Simon’s father would come to refer to as “the Incident”—his mother left again. This time, she didn’t tell anyone where she was going. There was only a brief note: Forgive me for this, but there is something I must do. Wait for me. I will return.

  Simon waited. A year crept by, then another . . . and another. He stopped checking the mail. He tried to hold on to those words—I will return—but with each passing month, his hope dwindled a little more. She was a dandelion seed, and the wind had carried her away.

  Chapter One

  A smoggy, feeble sunrise glowed in the skies of Eidendel, illuminating the city’s steeples and clock towers. Gas lamps stood on street corners, pools of yellow light in the gloom. Pigeons sc
attered as a line of street-sweeper imps trundled past on stubby, purple-scaled legs, gulping down bits of litter and muttering their monotone chorus, “Gubble, gubble, gub-gub-gub.” The previous night’s rain had mostly stopped, but the streets were still deserted, aside from the occasional carriage clattering past. A few damp pedestrians hurried by in overcoats and umbrellas, heads bent.

  Simon sat alone on a bench, eating a mincemeat pie. He glanced across the street and tensed. The old woman was still there.

  She had been watching him for several minutes now. Every time he looked, she was standing in the same spot, like a statue. Bedraggled, graying blond hair framed her gaunt face, and a leather satchel hung from one shoulder. She wore mismatched shoes and clothes even more patched and worn than Simon’s robes. The tufted brown feathers decorating her numerous filthy braids almost blended with her hair, as though an owl had exploded on her head.

  She looked familiar. Now that he thought of it, he was pretty sure he’d seen her wandering the streets around here before.

  “Er . . . hello,” he called. “Do you need something?”

  She approached. “Do you seek the truth?” she asked in a thin, scratchy voice.

  “Uh. What?”

  Her sharp, glittering gaze remained fixed on him. The irises were a dirty yellow. “Are you looking for answers to questions you dare not ask?”

  He shifted. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

  “Yes. You do.” She smiled. “I’ll ask again. Do you seek the truth?”

  His mouth had gone dry. She was looking at him so intently, as though she knew something about him. “Yes?” His voice came out a little squeaky.

  She pulled a rolled-up newspaper from her satchel and offered it to him. “Then per’aps you’d care for a copy of the Eidendel Underground! Only one gilly.”

  He blinked, deflated.

  Oh.

  “I promise you, it’s worth it.” She leaned forward and added in a conspiratorial whisper, “It tells the real stories. The ones the Foundation don’t be wantin’ you to read about.”

  Simon almost told her that he worked for the Foundation. He was even wearing his brown apprentice robes—hadn’t she noticed? Granted, they were a bit shabby, but even so. “No thank you.”

  She went on, unfazed: “They say there ent been any Abominations created since the War of Ashes, but that ent true, you know. Abominations walk among us. The gubmint never stopped experimentin’ on humans.”

  Gubmint? Oh—government. “I’m really rather busy . . .”

  “How about some dried frog pills?” She held out a tin with a crude painting of a smiling frog’s head on the lid. Its half-closed eyes expressed a state of transcendent bliss. “These little beauties help you remember your past lives. And they boost male portency.” She gave him a snaggletoothed grin and a wink.

  “I think you mean potency,” he muttered. “And I’m only fourteen. I don’t—look, I’ll just give you the money, if you really need it.”

  Her eyes widened, and her nostrils twitched. “Well. If you ent interested in the truth, then there’s no helpin’ you.” She walked away, grumbling to herself.

  Simon watched her disappear around a corner then took another bite of his pie, which was rapidly crumbling to bits in its grease-stained paper wrapper. There were certainly some colorful figures in Eidendel. Part of the city’s charm, he supposed.

  A sweeper imp waddled toward him on all fours, nostrils flaring in its wide, fishlike face. Amethyst scales glistened in the morning light. “Gubble,” it croaked.

  Once Simon had finished eating, he dropped the wrapper to the cobbles. The imp’s tongue shot out, snapping it up like a fly. Its throat bulged as it gulped down the wrapper. “Gub-gub.”

  “You’re welcome.” Simon stood and walked back toward Foundation Headquarters, a towering building of gray stone. It dwarfed everything around it; a flock of gulls flying past, high above, looked like white specks against its walls. Atop the roof, a wagon-sized, carved phoenix reared, engulfed in marble flames, its beak wide open in what was probably meant to evoke a triumphant battle cry. To Simon, it looked as though the poor creature were screaming in pain.

  The first time he’d set foot in this place—the same building his father had once worked in—he’d felt a rush of awe and excitement. This was the epicenter of the Foundation, the wellspring of power, the beating heart of the entire Continent. The strongest, most influential Animists in the world came here to develop their talents, share research, and discuss matters of policy.

  It hadn’t taken long for that sparkle of wonder to fade. Being physically close to power, he’d learned, did not mean sharing in it.

  Simon walked up the wide stone steps to the main entrance, shouldered open the massive, solid oak doors, and stepped into the spacious marble lobby of Foundation Headquarters. A wave of cool tingles swept over him, from his head down to his toes, as a security ward registered his energy signature. The sensation was always a little creepy, like invisible fingers poking around inside him. And for some reason it made his nose itch. He sneezed.

  Robed figures bustled through the lobby, back and forth, taking no notice of him. Imps crouched on their Masters’ shoulders or flitted along behind them on iridescent dragonfly wings, carrying scrolls or letters in their mouths. A portrait of Queen Saphronia, pale and dour in her fur-lined cloak, hung on the far wall in a gilded frame. Her expression—which had once conveyed serene authority to him—now seemed to radiate a lofty mixture of boredom and contempt.

  Simon left the splendor of the lobby and made his way down one of the wide hallways. He paused to check his reflection in one of the full-length, silver-framed mirrors on the wall. He adjusted his collar. His gaze skimmed up and down his faded robes, making sure they were clean and straight before turning quickly away.

  Simon avoided looking at his reflection as much as possible; the sight of his own face stirred vague anxieties in the corners of his mind. He’d always disliked his mop of unruly brown hair—halfway between curly and wavy—and the dusting of freckles on the bridge of his nose. They made him look younger. Once, he’d tried cutting his hair short, but that just drew attention to his oversized ears. Even the color of his eyes was indecisive—they couldn’t decide if they wanted to be green or hazel, and were forever shifting depending on the light and his mood.

  As he turned a corner, someone’s shoulder slammed into his. Simon lost his balance and toppled backward, landing on his bottom with a painful thud.

  “Watch where you’re going, Swoony.”

  He winced. Wonderful.

  Slowly, Simon raised his eyes.

  Brenner loomed over him.

  Since Simon last saw him, he’d grown a patchy, reddish beard, but there was no mistaking that imperious tone or the tightly clenched expression on his face, which made him look as though he had a rather large, spiky tree branch up his bum and was determined not to show the pain. “Well, are you going to apologize? You ran into me.”

  Simon picked himself up and brushed his robes off. “You ran into me,” he muttered.

  “What was that now? Did I just hear you contradicting an officer?”

  Simon blinked. “Officer?”

  Brenner tapped the silver badge on his robes, which displayed a phoenix within a ring of stars. “I’ve been promoted.”

  Already? Brenner was sixteen, only two years older than Simon. His parents were high-ranking members of the Foundation, which probably didn’t hurt. “Congratulations,” Simon said woodenly.

  “I heard they stuck you in the mailroom,” Brenner said. “Is that true? I’d say you’ve disgraced your family name, but your parents did a fine job of that themselves.”

  Simon gritted his teeth. That was a low blow, even for Brenner. Ignore it. Don’t rise to the bait.

  When Simon had first started his apprenticeship, he and Brenner had been paired up for an exercise that involved summoning a wraith (a rather weak Eldritch entity, barely a step above an imp)
and commanding it to attack a straw dummy. With a jar of summoning ash, Simon had conjured a wrinkled, pug-faced creature with batlike wings and an unsightly, hairless purple backside. Instead of obeying Simon’s commands, the wraith had promptly urinated on both of them and then flew in loops around the room, spraying the other apprentices and their Masters with foul-smelling liquid, shrieking all the while. It had taken Simon several minutes to successfully banish it. Brenner had gotten the worst of the spray. His expensive, hand-embroidered robes had been permanently ruined, and the stench had clung to him for weeks; people would hurry past him in the hallways, noses pinched shut. Both he and Simon had received failing marks.

  After that, Brenner had made it his personal mission to make Simon’s life as miserable as possible.

  “What do you want from me?” Simon asked as dispassionately as he could.

  “Want?” Brenner sniffed. “I don’t want anything. I just despise you.”

  Well, that was honest. “I’m not fond of you either.”

  Brenner put a hand to his chest. “Such a devastating retort! Your wit pierces me to my core. You may not have much physical presence or talent, but you make up for it with your scintillating intellect. No, wait—you don’t have that. But your endearing personality shines through. No, wait, you don’t have that either. Hm, why do you exist, again?”

  “I need to get to work,” Simon muttered. He strode stiffly down the hall.

  Brenner called after him, “How’s Master Neeta, by the way? Oh, I forgot, she dropped you. Can’t seem to hold on to a Master, can you, Swoony? You’re like a stale spice cake at Solstice. You keep getting passed around. No one actually wants you, but they’re too polite to chuck you in the trash! Did you hear me? You’re a stale spice cake!”

  Simon’s molars ground together. But he knew better than to respond. It always made things worse.

  He wondered—not for the first time—if this was what his life was truly meant to be like.

  And if so, if he was cursed.

  Chapter Two

  When Simon first began his training, at age twelve, he’d been apprenticed to a tall, strict woman named Neeta Daneel. She put him through a range of exercises: meditating while balancing a stack of flat stones on his head, meditating while sitting naked in an ice-cold pond, meditating while she tried to distract him by rattling off a list of his faults in her cool, dry tone.